nO number nine
date: 2013-04-30 
time: 22:50:53
time: 22:50:53 harry has biceps and armpit hair and abs and thick eyebrows and giant hands and a happy trail he's just so masculine and sexy like i'm throwing up my appendix
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date: 2013-04-29 time: 21:46:07
time: 21:46:07 i think people think i am a detached apathetic asshole because i show no emotion in negative/stressful situations but really i just hate feeling vulnerable so i supress everything then proceed to go have really crazy dramatic breakdowns in the privacy of my own room then go eat snacks like it never happened
on how to make friends
date: 2013-04-29 time: 19:08:01
time: 19:08:01 How To Make Friends In The Real World
1. walk up to a group of people that you don't know
2. start saying "so what's the deal with airline food" in an increasingly aggressive tone until they become so uncomfortable that they laugh
3. when they laugh do it too but louder and in a maniacal way
29 april
date: 2013-04-29 time: 17:12:24
time: 17:12:24 when niall wears one of those low cut tank tops and his nipple slips out and he acts all innocent and is like oops my nipple's out we know you did it on purpose you little shit let me catch you on the streets you've only got one working knee you can't outrun me
nO number eight
date: 2013-04-29 time: 07:30:55
time: 07:30:55 imagine harry lifting you to sit on the kitchen counter while he's standing between your thighs "say it" he mumbles while slowly putting his hands of each of your knees separating your legs more, he drags his hands up to the top of your jeans tugging on them, "you have to tell me what you want"
try to love again
date: 2013-04-28 time: 21:55:07
time: 21:55:07 a male celebrity can literally beat his girlfriend half to death and still enjoy a successful career with millions of adoring fans
a female celebrity can gain a few pounds and she's shunned, mocked, and ridiculed by thousands of people over many different mediums
do you see the problem with this
someone teach me how to fucking do it please
date: 2013-04-28 time: 19:11:31
time: 19:11:31 talking to boys is so hard like i don't want to start the conversation like please don't make me do this i'm only 5 i don't know how to talk to boys please talk to me first and make everything easier on me because it stresses me out because i always embarrass myself and i care too much about what other people think of me and i just
seriously get a grip
date: 2013-04-28 time: 17:13:58
time: 17:13:58 why do plus sized models have to be called "plus-sized" why can't they just be called "models" it's like when they say "gay marriage" why can't it just be "marriage" i'm so sick of society and their stupid theories of what is right and what is wrong bye
.
date: 2013-04-28 time: 14:42:48
time: 14:42:48 god now that i think about it
laughing is really endearing?? like holy shit if you think about it's actually a really wierd noise? juST THINK ABOUT... WHAT LAUGHING IS ?? ?? it's choppy sounds that you can't help yourself making because something makes you happy
how fucking cute is that pEOPLE ARE SO CUTE
nO number seven
date: 2013-04-28 time: 10:04:10
time: 10:04:10 niall horan is the boy you grew up with and when you were six he pushed you into a puddle but instead of crying you punched him and you became best friends after that and now you're in high school and you have eating contests together and go laser tagging every other friday and he's your shoulder to cry on and on your birthday he fake kidnaps you during the night and takes you on the roof where you look at the stars and have your first kiss and omFG
why did i do this i hatelove my mind
date: 2013-04-27 time: 19:40:02
time: 19:40:02 when boys are dressed in suits and they unbutton the top of their shirt and they undo their bowtie but keep it hanging under their collar and maybe they roll up their sleeves a bit and their hair is all disheveled and
boys
sixty-six days to go
"A goal without a plan is just a wish."
- Louise Flory
date: 2013-04-27 time: 14:52:40
time: 14:52:40 "Look at you. You’re young. And you’re scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want?"
nO number six
date: 2013-04-27 time: 14:48:21
time: 14:48:21 slowly unbuttoning harry's shirt and kissing his chest between the two swallow tattoos and hearing him sigh as he lifts your chin to kiss you properly
Cinnamon Spiced Salted Caramel
date: 2013-04-27 time: 12:23:00
time: 12:23:00 
Cinnamon Spiced Salted Caramel
- 5 dl [2 cups] medjool dates, pitted
- 1 dl [1/2 cup] + 2 tbsp water
- 2 tsp vanilla
- 1 tsp ground cinnamon
- ½ tsp salt
- 1 tbsp maple syrup
Add the dates to a food processor and pulse until broken up into small pieces. Add the water, vanilla and cinnamon and blend until smooth. This may take up to 7-8 minutes, scraping down the sides of the food processor as needed. Once very smooth, add the salt and maple syrup if desired. Blend until completely combined. Store in a sealed jar in the fridge.
“It's difficult to make lifestyle changes. A lot of times it's misinformation. A lot of times it's difficult to choose healthy selections all the time.”
date: 2013-04-26 time: 20:48:00
time: 20:48:00 “you will never change anything” is the saddest attempt to disempower any marginalised group because
look around - everything is always changing and everything is always able to change, the only thing that is standing in the way of change are people like you
look around - everything is always changing and everything is always able to change, the only thing that is standing in the way of change are people like you
who are so cynical and disenfranchised that you believe i am powerless
people like you who hold so little respect for me that you believe i am powerless
i have been made powerless, and people will try to make me powerless again, but I’m not going to let that stop me.
so fuck you all, i am going to change everything and then i’m going to laugh in your face.
“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”
date: 2013-04-26 time: 20:40:46
time: 20:40:46 i have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. the ability to just sit and talk. about love, about life, about anything, about everything. to sit under the moon with all the time in the world, the full-speed train that is our lives slowing to a crawl. bound by no obligations, barred by no human limitations. to speak without regret or fear of consequence. to talk for hours and about what's really important in life.
2013.04.26
date: 2013-04-26 time: 17:52:46
time: 17:52:46 so you mean to tell me that guys can get a ton of condoms for free
but i'm still paying like $10 for tampons/pads a month
even though i did not sign the terms and conditions for this 'menstruation' shit for the next 30 years?
guys don't HAVE to have sex you know
but sure let's make sure they've got everything they need
cause i definitely love using the last of my money on shit to make sure i don't BLEED RIVERS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND RUIN ALL MY CLOTHES
ok
nO number five
date: 2013-04-26 time: 16:28:00
time: 16:28:00 when harry gets sick he's probably such a pouty little thing and i bet he needs you to cuddle him and rub his tummy and play with his hair and bring him saltines and ginger ale but when you get up to get them he whines because he doesn't want you to leave
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
date: 2013-04-25 time: 21:29:56
time: 21:29:56 Surround yourself with the best of who you want to be, and none other. Stick to people with similar morals, values, perspectives on the world.
There have been too many who now find themselves stumbling down paths of destruction, just from one bad person in their life.
like i just don't get it please someone explain this to me i'm so confused
date: 2013-04-25 time: 21:25:30
time: 21:25:30 i don't understand the pleasure in sexting
like ok what if i got a text that was like 'oh my dick is hard' like
what would
?????
how do i respond??
'i'm so happy for you'
?!?!?!
date: 2013-04-25 time: 18:56:51
time: 18:56:51 i hate when girls use those shitty insults like "you can't spell cunt without u (:" ok well there's a lot of things you can't spell without u
you can't spell soup without u what does that mean am i soup
“There is a danger of changing too much in the search for perfection.”
date: 2013-04-25 time: 17:14:12
time: 17:14:12 i don't know my sense of humor is really obnoxious and when i'm not being obnoxious i'm being really boring and quiet so i guess i can understand why no one likes me
“A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.”
date: 2013-04-25 time: 17:06:00
time: 17:06:00 DO YOU EVER GET SO ATTACHED TO ONE OF YOUR INTERNET FRIENDS THAT WHEN THEY'RE NOT ONLINE OR THEY'RE ONLINE AND THEY'RE NOT REALLY TALKING TO YOU YOU CAN FEEL YOUR INSIDES WHINING LIKE A SMALL KITTEN
AND YOU LIKE WANT TO TALK TO THEM BUT YOU'RE AFRAID YOU'RE ANNOYING THEM TO DEATH EVEN THOUGH THEY CONSTANTLY TELL YOU THAT YOU DON'T ANNOY THEM
AND YOU JUST WANT TO BE NEXT TO THEM AND LOVE ON THEM AND IN GENERAL BE WITH THEM
“A man who does not think for himself does not think at all.”
date: 2013-04-25 time: 17:04:00
time: 17:04:00 do you ever feel like ???????!?!?!?!!????!!!!!! and then something else happens and you feel MORE EXTREME than that BUT YOU CAN'T CAPITALIZE QUESTION MARKS AND EXCLAMATION POINTS SO YOU KIND OF JUST ???????!?!?!?!!!!?!?!??!?!?!!?!!!
nO number four
date: 2013-04-25 time: 16:50:57
time: 16:50:57 i just really want harry to shove me up against a wall so that his hips are pinning mine in place and have him kissing my neck and his curls tickling my face and we're both breathing really heavy and i'm tangling my fingers in his hair and he's groaning softly and telling me everything he wants to do to me like im not okay
- Sri Sri Ravi Shankar
date: 2013-04-24 time: 19:44:07
time: 19:44:07 "Nothing in the world can bother you as much as your own mind, I tell you. In fact, others seem to be bothering you, but it is not others, it is your own mind."
- Augusten Burroughs, This Is How
date: 2013-04-24 time: 19:19:15
time: 19:19:15 "Do you understand that you are exactly attractive enough and thin enough (even if you weigh four hundred pounds) and smart enough and funny enough, even if you cannot tell a knock-knock joke without fucking it up? You are exactly enough to the person who thinks you are."
“You don't have to be skinny, but just eating right and doing 15 minutes of a walk is enough to keep your body healthy for as long as you live.”
date: 2013-04-24 time: 19:13:46
time: 19:13:46 sometimes you just need to wear huge sweatpants and surround yourself with pillows and blankets and lay on your floor and eat a bowl of ice cream and watch finding nemo. it restores you and makes you feel good. i fully believe that sometimes, being unhealthy is the healthiest thing you can do for yourself.
things i'm good at:
date: 2013-04-24 time: 19:06:56
time: 19:06:56 - living in denial
- not sleeping
- listening to songs on repeat until i can't stand them
- dressing like a hobo
okay that about covers it
nO number three
date: 2013-04-24 time: 19:05:11
time: 19:05:11 COULD YOU JUST IMAGINE ZAYN GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER WITH A TOWEL AROUND HIS WAIST AND HIS HAIR ALL MOPPY AND WET AND HIS TATTOOS ALL WET AND HIM JUST PICKING YOU UP ON THE COUNTER AND KISSING YOU ALL OVER AND HAVE A STEAMY SHOWER SESSION UGH BYE
“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.”
date: 2013-04-24 time: 17:03:29
time: 17:03:29 
the world is heavy
but your bones
(just a cubic inch)
can hold 19.000 lbs
ounce for ounce
they are stronger than steel
atom for atom
you are more precious than
diamond
and stars have died
so that you may live
you need to remember these things
when you say that you are weak
and worthless
“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”
date: 2013-04-24 time: 16:55:19
time: 16:55:19 the really shitty thing about being told that you're smart your whole entire life is that as soon as you don't understand something you just kind of completely shut down and have this big shitty crisis because maybe you're not as smart as you've always been told or like is this just me?
"Fear makes strangers of people who would be friends."
date: 2013-04-24 time: 16:43:02
time: 16:43:02 it really annoys me how for like a few days i'm super happy and loving life and then all of a sudden i'm super sad and upset about everything it's honestly really tiring and i wish it would stop
- Gloria Steinem
date: 2013-04-24 time: 14:02:51
time: 14:02:51 "Far too many people are looking for the right person, instead of trying to be the right person."
nO number two
date: 2013-04-23 time: 17:23:37
time: 17:23:37 iF I SEE ONE MORE PERSON TELLING ME HOW PUBERTY DID HARRY STYLES WELL I AM GOING TO FUCKING FLIP SHIT BECAUSE DO U KNOW HOW FUCKING ATTRACTIVE FETUS HARRY WAS DO YOU HOT DAMN ID TAP THAT FETUS ASS IN 5 SECONDS
baby i'm yours
date: 2013-04-23 time: 16:23:00
time: 16:23:00 
Folk Like Us Fair Trade Crinkle Cotton Maxi Skirt - fashion-conscience.com
BASERange Elastic Soft Bra - lagarconne.com
Zara Flat Thong Sandals With Buckle - zara.com
Bohemia Leather Briefcase Satchel Bag, 12.5" Indigo Bohemia - bohemiadesign.co.uk
Karen Walker Harvest Sunglasses | Black - shoplesnouvelles.com
Karin lipstick - ginatricot.com
CHANEL LE VERNIS Nail Colour Emprise - harrods.com
Marc by Marc Jacobs M6122246 Black Multi iPhone Case - coggles.com
you are the love love love love of my life
date: 2013-04-22 time: 23:58:54
time: 23:58:54 okay just to kinda make it official i will get back on track tomorrow. i've been falling into old habits these last couple of months and i'm feeling like shit on so many levels and i'm tired of it and i just need to change this NOW. today i bought chocolate and literally ate until i wanted to puke so now i won't wanna eat that for like a year or two. i'm so motivated to start this again and i can't wait until i get to work out tomorrow. I WILL NOT TREAT MY BODY LIKE SHIT ANY LONGER.
“You can explore the universe looking for somebody who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and you will not find that person anywhere.”
date: 2013-04-22 time: 22:21:49
time: 22:21:49 i think i like this boy but like i literally cannot differentiate between liking someone and just being desperate for affection because i swear i like every boy who is cute and gives me even 30 seconds of attention
nO number one
date: 2013-04-22 time: 22:08:55
time: 22:08:55 my favorite thing is when harry hugs a fan he does this wierd thing where he closes one of his eyes and he sorta just holds them close and smiles like he knows and cares for them and while they're hugging he kinda cuddles his cheek into them anD HOLD ME PLEASE
- Neale Donald Walsch
date: 2013-04-22 time: 21:58:15
time: 21:58:15 "It is okay to be at a place of struggle. Struggle is just another word for growth. Even the most evolved beings find themselves in a place of struggle now and then. In fact, struggle is a sure sign to them that they are expanding; it is their indication of real and important progress. The only one who doesn't struggle is the one who doesn't grow. So if you are struggling right now, see it as a terrific sign - celebrate your struggle."
A truly healthy diet
date: 2013-04-22 time: 21:31:40
time: 21:31:40 
- doesn't exclude foods
- is made up of foods, not numbers
- is varied and flexible
- is not restrictive
- allows you to trust your body
- is not obsessive
- doesn't use food as a reward or punishment
- doesn't have to be "perfect"
- allows you to live your life, but it is not your life
- does not exclude any food group
- consists of foods that make you feel energized and healthy
:(
date: 2013-04-22 time: 20:50:07
time: 20:50:07 harry just looks so good like i'd seriously never get tired of looking at him and hearing his voice i JUST WANT HIM IN MY BED NOW WHISPERING SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR WHILE SPOONING ME
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date: 2013-04-22 time: 12:34:00
time: 12:34:00 
Carven Crepe Wool Puffball Skirt - brownsfashion.com
H&M Leather sandals - hm.com
HarLex Personalized Leather Handbag - Hand Stitched - boticca.com
ASOS Nude Round Sunglasses - asos.com
ALICE McCALL - VOGUE - vogue.co.jp
plus och minus
date: 2013-04-21 time: 23:18:51
time: 23:18:51 +
ätit grillat
haft en mysig dag med familjen
insett att mitt liv trots allt är riktigt bra
ätit mycket frukt
sett supernatural
nyduschad
börjat göra mina idéer till verklighet
fint väder
städat ur garderoben
rensat bilder på datorn
-
fortfarande inte tagit tag i läxorna
inte druckit tillräckligt mycket vatten
minnet i min mobil har tagit slut (inte konstigt med 7000 bilder)
my morning
date: 2013-04-21 time: 15:44:01
time: 15:44:01 sleep-in
sunlight through window
flannel pajamas
ice cold water
fruit tray
supernatural
browsing among abroad images
yoga
Untitled #14
date: 2013-04-21 time: 04:57:00
time: 04:57:00 
Steven Alan Roll Neck Sweater - lagarconne.com
TOPSHOP MOTO Black Skinny Leigh Jeans - topshop.com
Chuck Taylor All Star Sneaker - victoriassecret.com
Fossil Archival Mini Stainless Steel Watch - theiconic.com.au
Elsa Peretti® Open Heart pendant - tiffany.com
Blouses Peak Blouse Off White - weekday.com
... - i-eat-from-the-trees.blogspot.com
saturday
date: 2013-04-21 time: 03:20:50
time: 03:20:50 +
i've had a cozy day with my little sister
the weather has been amazing!!
eaten a delicious dinner
fixed with my springlist and found perfect music
watched supernatural
painted my nails
made plans with mom which may lead to money money money
written a lot of meaningful and pretty words in my notebook
-
eaten a bit too much chocolate
haven't worked out and i feel enormous
haven't done my homework
feeling poor
have had annoying people after me
Always know what you want
Prove them wrong
Untitled #338
date: 2013-04-20 time: 22:36:00
time: 22:36:00 
Shelagh Highwaist - monki.com
Wolford Flashdance stretch triangle bra - theoutnet.com
Dune Gilda Raffia Flatform Sandals - asos.com
Lomography 35mm Fisheye Camera - urbanoutfitters.com
3.1 Phillip Lim 31 Minute Cosmetic Zip - otteny.com
Ethereal Gold - ethereal-gold.tumblr.com
Coconut Palm Tree - madesigns.biz
Just do it
date: 2013-04-20 time: 13:59:17
time: 13:59:17 Three simple yet powerful words. Show yourself how you war. You want something? All you have to do is try it. There is no reason for you not to do it. STOP saying ‘I don’t have the time’, ‘I don’t know if I really want it’, ‘I don’t have enough money’, ‘I don’t know where to start’ or ‘I can’t’.
If you want something go get it. I follow a motto in my life.‘Where you look, you are going’. If you feel like you can’t do it because of reasons, such as you don’t have enough money, then you’re right. You’re not doing it. You have to believe that you can do everything. You are able to do everything. Don’t put yourself under the ‘I won’t make it’ feeling. You are a young person. Think. Why can't you do what you want? What are the obstacles? None. The only obstacle is you and your mind. Look back where you’ve been, and then look at the present. Now, emerge.
How does this sound to you? You are going to ‘lose’ because you’re lazy, or because you might be afraid of what others may say. There are a lot of people out there who push papers around and act like they do what they want, BUT they really don’t.
Yes, it might get you in trouble but you must act more than you think.
Start learning. Get your feet wet and you’ll learn along the way. We weren't born ready for nothing. Everything's coming to our life for a reason, and we have to welcome it. Welcome it the way we know. The best way we know. The kindest. I don’t care who you are; you have time to “just do it” and chase something you want or need. You’ll just have to get less sleep, lose free time, and make lots of other sacrifices.
Yeah that’s it, sacrifices. If you really wanna do something you don’t have to care about circumstances, what others might say or what you leave behind.
If you’ve ever found yourself asking, “Is this all there is to life?” then no, this isn’t all, at all. You have seen nothing, yet. And you, of course, have the time and the will to do it. Inside you. Bring it up, to the surface of yourself and make it happen.
Edmund Hillary, explorer and philanthropist, said once: ”You don’t have to be a fantastic hero to do certain things – to compete. You can be just an ordinary chap, sufficiently motivated to reach challenging goals.” And he is right. Just be willing cause you’re able!
Fabulous captures, gorgeous colors and lovely things, places or even people you haven’t met. Search. Anywhere.
“Just do it” is much easier said than done. And it should be that way. It separates the people who deserve it from those who don’t. So what are you waiting for? Get to it! Close your browser window, turn off the tv, put down the book or magazine and get going!
- Unknown
date: 2013-04-20 time: 00:12:00
time: 00:12:00 "Outside, the ocean was crashing, waves hitting sand, then pulling back to sea. I thought of everything being washed away, again and again. We make such messes in this life, both accidentally and on purpose. But wiping the surface clean doesn't really make anything neater. It just masks what is below. It's only when you really dig down deep, go underground, that you can see who you really are."
- Lucy Howard-Taylor, Biting Anorexia
date: 2013-04-19 time: 19:09:00
time: 19:09:00 "If you want to be anorexic, this is what you have to be prepared for: the stomach pain, the heart flutters, the blackness, the uncomfortable nights because every way you turn your bones stick into the bed, the constant accusing and pathetically pitiful stares, the crying, the friends who abandon you, your school marks which plummet, a brain that does nothing but think food, food, food, being kept awake every night planning what you'll eat the next day and then not going to sleep because you are so hungry, the nightmares about gorging yourself on food from which you wake up crying, the handfuls of hair that come out and cover everything, the blue and lumpy fingernails, the unhealable bruises, the goose bumps, the cold, the absolute obsession with cooking and feeding other people, the self-hate, the loneliness, clothes that will never fit no matter what size, the constipation, the awful depression when you've finished your tiny breakfast and realized there are four hours to go until lunch... You will stop talking, listening to music, seeing your friends, patting your dog, planning your life, dreaming, doing work, feeling happy, going on the Internet, reading, watching TV (except for the cooking channel)... you will stop living. You will find no pleasure in anything. You will be moody. You will never laugh and you will rarely smile, except with pride, perhaps, as the scales drop lower. Then will come the continuous doctors' appointments and the ultimatum: put on weight or drop out of school and be an invalid for the rest of your life before you eventually die of starvation and/or heart failure. It will be torturous. The antidepressants will feel like they are killing you. You will lie in bed for days unable to move. You will not care about anything but holding on to the anorexia. You would prefer to die. You will try to die. Then the refeeding (horrible, horrible word) will begin. You will panic whenever you have food in your mouth. The anorexia will shriek at you to get it out, to spit it down the drain, scrape it from your teeth and walk around the block for good measure. You will hate yourself with such a passion that you will want to rip the fat off, shred it and tear it, cause yourself as much pain as possible. Then you will realize that you cannot kill yourself now because you wouldn't be thin enough in the coffin. People would walk past and murmur, "Oh! Wasn't she fat!". It will fail to register that you are still severely anorexic at this point and will be for some time. Sometimes you will see yourself in the mirror and briefly gasp with horror at the sight of your own bones. And then truth will melt into delusion, and your thighs will spring back and your stomach will bulge over rippled ribs and you will feel horribly normal once more. You will be scared to go outside just in case your utter grossness is spotted by someone else. God forbid they should see those arms or that face. You will feel like a nobody, a worthless nonperson who deserves nothing, has nothing, is nothing. The depression may swallow you in its blackness. You will withdraw from everything. You will spend hour after hour lying motionless on your bed, suffocating under a black cloud, hating yourself with a sheer intensity incomprehensible to those on the outside, willing yourself to get up and burn off that sordid food you were forced to eat. But you will be too tired. You will not be able to physically raise your head... Months will melt away into nothing."
we don't waste no precious time
date: 2013-04-19 time: 16:26:00
time: 16:26:00 nu har jag varit sådär usel på att hålla igång bloggningen igen. det värsta är att jag får en sådan press och ångest över att jag inte bloggar vilket leder till att jag tycker det blir väldigt tråkigt vilket leder till att jag inte bloggar. en ond cirkel med andra ord. den här veckan har varit väldigt förvirrande och känner att hjärnan inte riktigt hänger med i svängarna. har haft tre nationella prov och ungefär lika stort antal läxor på det. idag har varit en väldigt lugn dag som endast har bestått av en tre timmar lång film om hitler, en timmes fysik och sjuttio minuters syslöjd. har lyckats hålla mig vaken genom hela dagen och är på väldigt bra humör fortfarande vilket är ovanligt då jag gör av med en otrolig mängd energi i skolan. nu sitter jag i mitten av mitt rum på en hård stol och bloggar för min egen skull för kanske första gången. har inget planerat för resten av kvällen utan får helt enkelt se vad jag gör. har en hel lista på saker jag borde göra men inte har någon lust med. kommer förmodligen sluta med att jag bäddat ner mig i sängen och kollat på supernatural. tänkte liksom bara visa att jag lever men kom på att det vet ni ju redan. orkar inte översätta det här inlägget till engelska!!!!!!
- Iain S. Thomas, Intentional Dissonance
date: 2013-04-18 time: 15:50:00
time: 15:50:00 "I said never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn't apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn't say sorry for falling. Feelings just are."
seventeenth
date: 2013-04-17 time: 16:13:00
time: 16:13:00 i just wanna have a lazy day with harry styles and i can wear one of his sweaters and it will be really big on me and we can lay on the couch and cuddle and we will watch dumb movies all day and drink hot chocolate and he will hold me close so i don't get cold and he will kiss my hair every once in awhile to remind me he's there
- Don Miguel Ruiz
date: 2013-04-17 time: 15:47:00
time: 15:47:00 "Don't take anything personally. Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering."
Six simple rituals for more winning:
date: 2013-04-16 time: 22:11:00
time: 22:11:00 1. Drink a glass of water when you wake up. Your body loses water while you sleep, so you’re naturally dehydrated in the morning. A glass of water when you wake helps start your day fresh.
2. Define your top 3. Every morning ask yourself, “What are the top three most important tasks that I will complete today?” Prioritizes your day accordingly and don’t sleep until the Top 3 are complete.
3. The 50/10 Rule. Solo-task and do more faster by working in 50/10 increments. Use a timer to work for 50 minutes on only one important task with 10 minute breaks in between. Spend your 10 minutes getting away from your desk, going outside, calling friends, meditating, or grabbing a glass of water.
4. Move and sweat daily. Regular movement keeps us healthy and alert. It boosts energy and mood, and relieves stress.
5. Express gratitude. Gratitude fosters happiness. Each morning, think of at least five things you’re thankful for. In times of stress, pause and reflect on these things.
6. Reflect daily. Bring closure to your day through 10 minutes of reflection. Asks yourself, “What went well?” and “What needs improvement?
Boston
date: 2013-04-16 time: 21:32:00
time: 21:32:00 I’m sorry to my followers for the image below, but it’s the most shocking I’ve seen from the news about Boston and it might wake people up to what’s going on around them.
PEOPLE have done this. HUMAN BEINGS. I’m so done with humanity. As a planet we are just falling apart more and more every day and it’s the good people that are suffering. There’s just no need for all this violence all the time. What the fuck are these evil people trying to achieve by doing something like this?
People run a marathon in respect to the victims of the Connecticut shooting, and someone thinks “I’m gonna bomb them”. I just can’t understand this. There’s too many disgusting people on this planet.
Look how pale he is from all the blood lost from his legs coming off. This is sad. How could a person in their right mind do this. It’s terrible. That man will now only have half of his legs, and may or may not survive. His bone is just there, covered in blood, and his skin hanging. I just don’t get it. How could a person do this?
I 100% support everything that has been said about Boston, but I also think we ALL need to take a fucking step back and realize that disgusting things like bombing cities just like what is happening there happens everyday all over the world. As human beings we need to wake the fuck up and realize how fucked up this all is and take note that the media is all over this story because it’s in the US. Our worst nightmare is some peoples' daily reality. Seriously. Yes, what is happening in Boston is real, and yes, lives have been lost. I am not trying to compare one tragedy to another; that would be pointless. I just think we all need to open our eyes and realize that media coverage needs to change.
I want all of you to STAY SAFE.
- Unknown
date: 2013-04-16 time: 21:27:00
time: 21:27:00 "You are more than a list of mistakes and if anyone tells you otherwise, let it be the last they make."
Run For Boston
date: 2013-04-16 time: 21:18:00
time: 21:18:00 Please.
Run tomorrow. And the next day. And the next.
Run for love and life and passion. I don’t care if you hate running and think it is the stupidest thing on planet earth. Just run. Because you are alive.
Then, run a race. You can walk 5K. Do it because you can. Find a race near you in the next week or three and pin on that number and run.
Tell others you are running. Ask them to join. Run for health and better living. Run because right now there is someone who wants to but literally cannot. Run to feel better physically and mentally.
Run to show the violent that there are not enough bombs in the world to stop you. Run to remember those killed today, and to show those injured that you will not forget them. Run to show the bombers that they will never win. Ever.
Run for Boston.
Run.
two
feels from hell oh yes
date: 2013-04-15 time: 20:09:25
time: 20:09:25 i just wanna lie down in bed with harry slowly outlining his tattoos and him kissing my forehead i want to run my hands through his curls and have him give me his sexy grin showing those cute dimples i want to kiss him slowly yet passionately while he holds my waist with one hand and putting the other one on my neck and im so sorry i did this
- Ben Okri
date: 2013-04-15 time: 15:42:00
time: 15:42:00 "The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering."
i don't know why i did this
date: 2013-04-15 time: 00:19:00
time: 00:19:00 1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
i want someone to care deeply for me but i don't want it right now
2.When did your last hug take place?
2.When did your last hug take place?
the day before yesterday
3.Are you a jealous person?
3.Are you a jealous person?
yes
4.Are you tired right now?
4.Are you tired right now?
a little
5.Do you chew on your straws?
5.Do you chew on your straws?
i sometimes do
6.Have you ever been called a tease?
6.Have you ever been called a tease?
yes multiple times
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
yes
8.Do you cry easily?
8.Do you cry easily?
if i'm in a crying mood then yes i do otherwise no i don't
9.What should you be doing right now?
9.What should you be doing right now?
sleeping
10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
10.Are you a heavy sleeper?
not necessarily but sometimes yeah
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
yes
12.Are you mad at someone right now?
12.Are you mad at someone right now?
yes
13.Do you believe in love?
13.Do you believe in love?
maybe
14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
14.What makes you laugh no matter what?
my life
15.Who was the last person you talked to?
15.Who was the last person you talked to?
amanda
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
i don't like anyone
17.Will you get married?
17.Will you get married?
probably not but i want to someday
18.When was the last time you smiled?
18.When was the last time you smiled?
twelve seconds ago
19.Does anyone like you?
19.Does anyone like you?
no
20.Do you secretly like someone?
20.Do you secretly like someone?
no
21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
21.Who was the first person you talked to today?
mom
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
no one really but...amanda or cassandra
23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
i can't think of anything to be honest
24.What ARE you looking forward to?
24.What ARE you looking forward to?
travelling, getting my own apartment, finding someone who loves me for me
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
maybe my dad
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
throw them both in the ocean because i loathe him and if she can stand him i congratulate her what
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
no
28.Are you a forgiving person?
28.Are you a forgiving person?
nahh depends
29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
29.How many TRUE friends do you have?
maybe five
30.Do you fall for people easily?
30.Do you fall for people easily?
NO
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
no
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
a toothbrush
33.Who was the last person you drove with?
33.Who was the last person you drove with?
my grandma and grandpa
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
like 1am and because i don't know
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
YES
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
myself
37.Can you live a day without TV?
37.Can you live a day without TV?
yes
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
right now
39.Three names you go by..
39.Three names you go by..
what
40.Are you currently in a relationship?
40.Are you currently in a relationship?
ahhahahah....no
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
the notebook
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
no i know i don't
43.What’s your current problem?
43.What’s your current problem?
myself
44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
44.Have you ever had your heart broken?
no
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
they suck never get into one
46.How many kids do you want to have?
46.How many kids do you want to have?
two
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
yes
foodporn day five
one
- Unknown
date: 2013-04-14 time: 13:10:00
time: 13:10:00 "Our bodies are amazing. They respond to every little thing going on in our lives. To heal and stay in balance, we must remember that it is our job to nurture and support our bodies the best that we possibly can in any given moment. We must remember to be patient, forgiving and kind to ourselves. We must stop pretending that we know what is best for us and ask our bodies to guide and help us. Our bodies are incredibly happy to communicate with us, we just need to remember to slow down and make it a priority to listen."
- Imam Ali
foodporn day four
- George Washington Carver
date: 2013-04-12 time: 22:07:00
time: 22:07:00 "When you do the common things in life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world."
- Edwin Elliot
date: 2013-04-11 time: 19:55:00
time: 19:55:00 "By being yourself, you put something wonderful in the world that was not there before."
foodporn day three
i just need somewhere to dump all my negativity
date: 2013-04-10 time: 21:28:31
time: 21:28:31 okay so this day must have been the worst day of my life without exaggerating. on the contrary though i still don't think i've laughed as much as i've done today. this has been a very wierd day. okay so my day in bullet points
- i woke up but was still extremely tired so i snoozed and this resulted in me waking up later than i would have liked
- i went out in the kitchen to make breakfast and my cat was being annoying as fuck and i don't wanna sound harsh but i wanted to murder him
- i ate my breakfast for too long so i had to stress
- someone was on the toilet so i had to brush my teeth in the kitchen
- i got my period //tmi sorry//
- i couldn't find matching socks and ended up being 10 minutes late out the door
- THIS IS THE WORST THING NOW WHEN I STEPPED OUT THE DOOR MY HEADPHONES GOT TWIRLED AROUND MY ARM AND THE CORD PULLED OUT OF THE SOCKET AND MY PHONE DROPPED TO THE GROUND AND MY SCREEN CRACKED *AGGRESSIVELY CRYING*
- it was cold as hell outside so my fingers lost all their warmth
- nothing bad happened until lunch when i nearly collided with a guy and got scared to death (nearly)
- it's snowing outside now
- ok i can't think of anything else
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK THIS DAY SUCKS I'M SORRY I'M BRINGING NEGATIVITY TO YOUR LIFE IT'S JUST I DON'T KNOW???
Gazing
date: 2013-04-10 time: 19:41:36
time: 19:41:36 
Phillip Lim Boxy Tank - lagarconne.com
Steve Madden Achilees - stevemadden.com
Phillip Lim "31 Second" - hirshleifers.com
Miu Miu Round Retro Sunglasses - nordstrom.com
NARS Caramel Radiant Creamy Concealer - narscosmetics.com
LOMOGRAPHY Holga 35mm - colette.fr
- Kara Goucher
date: 2013-04-10 time: 18:23:00
time: 18:23:00 "Never underestimate the power that one good workout will have on your mind. Keeping the dream alive is half the battle."
foodporn day two
What's the point of cute boys existence if I can't have one
Liam’s cute lil eyebrow thing when he sings
foodporn day one
- Yasmin Mogahed
My wrist hurts
date: 2013-04-09 time: 22:40:39
time: 22:40:39 i have more feels post ready i don't know if i should post it now though it might piss some people of AT LEAST BE HAPPY I MAKE THEM AS A READ MORE!!!
Harry styles was a weir d frickin kid
date: 2013-04-09 time: 22:33:05
time: 22:33:05 in light of the recent pictures that have surfaced i have decided to make a post titled: harry styles was a weir d frickin kid
“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”
date: 2013-04-09 time: 19:46:00
time: 19:46:00 gender is dumb
sexuality is dumb
be who you want
date who you want
sleep with who you want
why do we need labels for all this just like
do what you want man!!!
“The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.”
date: 2013-04-09 time: 19:38:00
time: 19:38:00 - YOU AREN'T AN IDIOT FOR DOING SOMETHING WRONG
- YOU AREN'T AN IDIOT FOR SAYING SOMETHING WRONG
- YOU AREN'T AN IDIOT FOR NOT KNOWING SOMETHING
- YOU AREN'T AN IDIOT
- YOU ARE A WONDERFUL HUMAN BEING AND I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH
Noodle boy
Pin me to the bed and take off my clothes
- Henry Rollins
date: 2013-04-08 time: 22:36:00
time: 22:36:00 "If you hate your parents, the man or the establishment, don't show them up by getting wasted and wrapping your car around a tree. If you really want to rebel against your parents: out learn them, outlive them, and know more than they do."
- Yann Martel, Life of Pi
date: 2013-04-07 time: 19:47:00
time: 19:47:00 "I must say a word about fear. It is life's only true opponent. Only fear can defeat life. It is a clever, treacherous adversary, how well I know. It has no decency, respects no law or convention, shows no mercy. It goes for your weakest spot, which it finds with unnerving ease. It begins in your mind, always...so you must fight hard to express it. You must fight hard upon it. Because if you don't, if your fear becomes a wordless darkness that you avoid, perhaps even manage to forget, you open yourself to further attacks of fear because you never truly fought the opponent who defeated you."
About me // who am i?
date: 2013-04-07 time: 02:58:00
time: 02:58:00 Just updated the information about me. It's awfully long and that's the reason I've been absent for a couple of days. You will also find a lot of charming pictures of me. I warn you - not pretty. [click on the picture to read about me]
- Anthony Hopkins
date: 2013-04-06 time: 18:29:00
time: 18:29:00 "We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It's a death trap."
- Fred Rogers
date: 2013-04-05 time: 22:38:00
time: 22:38:00 "Confronting our feelings and giving them appropriate expression always takes strength, not weakness. It takes strength to acknowledge our anger, and sometimes more strength yet to curb the aggressive urges anger may bring and to channel them into nonviolent outlets. It takes strength to face our sadness and to grieve and to let our grief and our anger flow in tears when they need to. It takes strength to talk about our feelings and to reach out for help and comfort when we need it."
- Unknown
date: 2013-04-04 time: 22:33:00
time: 22:33:00 "Knowledge alone will not save you, you must act upon that knowledge. A smoker will not attain better health just knowing smoking is bad for him if he is not determined enough to stop."
- House
I wouldn't mind dying - it's the business of having to stay dead that scares the shit out of me.
date: 2013-04-03 time: 17:12:00
time: 17:12:00 My whole life I've been telling myself, 'don't be afraid'. And it is only now that I'm realizing how stupid that is. Don't be afraid. Like saying, 'don't move out of the way when someone tries to punch you' or 'don't flinch at the heat of fire' or 'don't blink'. Don't be human. I'm afraid and you're afraid and we're all always going to be afraid, because that's the point. What I should be telling myself is 'be afraid, but do it anyway'. Live anyway.
Why skipping meals, fasting or restricting is a really bad idea:
date: 2013-04-03 time: 14:58:00
time: 14:58:00 - It only takes 4 - 6 hours for your body to enter into starvation mode. In this mode your metabolism slows down making you less efficient at burning calories. Your body will protect the fat on your body in order to keep you warm and will instead start burning up your muscles for energy - including your heart.
- Your brain uses glucose it gets from food to work properly. You get fuzzy headed after not eating for a few hours because your brain can’t store the glucose and the glucose from your latest meal has been used up. You may notice you start getting shaky, tired, very hungry, unable to concentrate, a pounding heart, nausea, headaches and a whole host of other unpleasant symptoms. All of which are resolved by eating something.
- Your heart and kidney tissues alone need 200 calories a day for each pound they weigh (your heart weighs approximately half a pound, one kidney weighs around 0.37 pounds). Your brain requires around 109 calories per pound a day to function and your liver needs 91 per pound (your brain weighs around 3.8 lbs, your liver about the same). On top of this, your muscles need 6 calories per pound at rest - that’s without even getting out of bed. This means that your body needs on average 700 - 1000 calories per day JUST to keep you alive.
- Food is nutrition and your body needs a certain amount of nutrition to work properly. So not enough food = not enough nutrition. That means drying hair and skin, weakened nails, osteoporosis, constipation, insomnia, coldness, poor circulation, stopped periods. We make the mistake in today’s society of thinking food is bad. It’s not. We’ve forgotten in the mania to be thin that food is actually the thing which keeps us alive.
- One final point. Weight lost quickly will initially be water weight and the weight of the food in your body. That’s why people lose a lot of weight in the first week of a diet - it’s got nothing to do with losing fat. Weight lost quickly is weight gained back again quickly. Crash diets and fasts don’t work in the long run, it really is that simple.
Harry feels and such
date: 2013-04-03 time: 03:03:00
time: 03:03:00 Just giving a heads up guys this blog will become a lot more personal and such so I will probably write here when I get my horrible feels so prepare yourselves for mature posts and if you're too young to handle those stuff I'd advice you to stop following my blog okay!!
Change in appearance
date: 2013-04-03 time: 01:41:00
time: 01:41:00 It surely did took a lot of time but now I'm finally finished with the new design! Do you like it?
Before:
After:
- Frida Kahlo
- Siddhartha Gautama
date: 2013-04-01 time: 17:22:00
time: 17:22:00 "As you walk and eat and travel, be where you are. Otherwise you will miss most of your life."
