13:05
date: 2013-08-12 
time: 13:05:09
time: 13:05:09 ohhh this feels so wierd i'm posting on this blog again?? i just wanted to tell you that i will start blogging here again in the next few days and i'm not gonna promise anything but hopefully i'll be able to update more often ya ok
too much feels lately
OKAY SO YEAH
date: 2013-05-25 time: 16:13:54
time: 16:13:54 my blog is so boring nowadays but i really don't feel like it that much anymore and i hope you're not expecting too much out of me because i will never be the blogger who updates three times a day every day sorry but that's the truth
something very exciting happened today that i don't wanna share with you yet because everything's not fixed yet but i can tell you that i'm so happy and excited and next year will be soo amazing
and a big sHOUTOUT TO MY AMAZING GORGEOUS HELPFUL ANGEL OF A FRIEND SUSANNA LEVIN I OWE YOU MY LIFE OKAY BBY ((EVERYONE NEED TO CHECK OUT HER BLOG OKAY))
about sad days
date: 2013-05-11 time: 01:28:53
time: 01:28:53 does anyone else have sad days where you just feel like shit for no reason and when someone asks what's wrong you don't know how to reply and you get that feeling in your throat like you're gonna cry and you can't stop it
TMH Tour Friends Arena Stockholm Sweden
date: 2013-05-09 time: 18:10:00
time: 18:10:00 Up All Night
I Would
Heart Attack
More Than This
One Thing
C'mon C'mon
Change My Mind
One Way Or Another (Teenage Kicks)
One Way Or Another (Teenage Kicks) Part 2
Twitter Questions
Last First Kiss
Moments
Back For You
Summer Love
Over Again
Little Things
Teenage Dirtbag
cause you were mine for the summer
TMH TOUR
date: 2013-05-09 time: 15:25:35
time: 15:25:35 i still can't believe yesterday happened it was so amazing i wanna thank all of you for helping me win the tickets because this was the biggest and most amazing experience i've had so far in life so thank you so much!!! as soon as i'm done uploading all the videos on youtube i'll share them with you guys!
HARRY
date: 2013-05-09 time: 03:47:00
time: 03:47:00 okay so let me just start this up by telling you this was the best night of my entire fucking life without hesitation like it was seriously THE BEST NIGHT EVER in fact not only the night was good but the entire day was and i've never been this happy ever before
some of you already know this but yesterday i found out i won the competition that was held by spotify so i got two tickets to one directions goDDAMN TMH TOUR IN SWEDEN STOCKHOLM FRIENDS ARENA
i got to see harry live like i never really realized this before but did you know hARry sTYLEs is a fucking person like he breathes he exists how is that even possible i mean he's literally perfect
LIKE THERE'S NO WORDS THAT WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME HARRY WAS SO UNBELIEVEABLY FUCKING HOT AND THEY WERE SO TALENTED AND I'M A LITTLE SAD BECAUSE HE ISN'T MINE BUT OMFG BEST BEST BEST DAY EVER AND LIKE MY THROAT IS HURTING SO BAD RIGHT NOW FROM ALL THE SCREAMING AND SINGING BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT I'VE NEVER GIVEN SO MUCH EVER BEFORE AT A CONCERT LIKE I HAVE BLISTERS UNDER MY FEET FROM ALL THE JUMPING AND I MUST HAVE BURNED A HELL LOT OF CALORIES
AND LIKE WE GOT TICKETS SOOO CLOSE TO THE STAGE I WAS LITERALLY STANDING LIKE LESS THAN 50 METRES AWAY FROM IT AND HARRY WAS SO CLOSE I COULD ALMOST SMELL HIM AND LIKE DURING WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL I THINK IT WAS HE RAN OUT FROM THE BACK WITH A BIG SWEDISH FLAG WRAPPED AROUND HIS SHOULDERS AND SOME SORT OF SWEDISH COLOURED WRETH/WIG AND HE KEPT SAYING HOW MUCH HE LOVES US AND HE YELLED "JAG ELSKER DE" WHICH IS SO CUTE BECAUSE LIKE IT'S NOT EVEN CORRECT BUT IT'S HARRY SAYING IT AND HE ALSO YELLED "KÖTTBULLAR" A LOT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I JUST WANNA CUDDLE HIM AND KEEP HIM IN MY POCKET EVERYWHERE I GO
OMFG I STILL CANNOT UNDERSTAND THAT I'VE ACTUALLY SEEN HIM LIKE HE'S NOT FICTIONAL OR MADE UP HE'S A REAL FUCKING HUMAN BEING AND HE THREW WATER ON THE AUDIENCE AND HE GODDAMN CRIED DURING A SONG I'M SO IN LOVE LIKE EVEN MORE THAN BEFORE HOW IS THIS GONNA END I MEAN LIKE I WILL THINK ABOUT THIS FOR MONTHS MAYBE EVEN YEARS I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LET GO OF THIS I NEED TO GO TO MORE OF THEIR CONCERTS I HAVE TO MAKE HIM MINE SOMEHOW
LIKE I'M SO JOYOUS I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY EVER BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE HOW CAN A PERSON YOU'VE NEVER PERSONALLY SPOKEN TO MEAN SO MUCH LIKE I DON'T GET IT BUT HARRY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME
NOW I'M GONNA CRY AND LAUGH AND LOOK AT MY TICKET AND AT THE CONFETTI I BROUGHT WITH ME AND I'M GONNA UPLOAD MY VIDEOS TO YOUTUBE AND I MIGHT POST THEM HERE TOO
I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW BYE
about my personality
date: 2013-05-01 time: 16:59:23
time: 16:59:23 i'm kind of like a furby like if you give me attention one time i'll bug you all day and it's cute at first but then i'll just keep talking and i won't shut up and you'll get annoyed and put me in the corner of the room and shut off all the lights
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date: 2013-04-29 time: 21:46:07
time: 21:46:07 i think people think i am a detached apathetic asshole because i show no emotion in negative/stressful situations but really i just hate feeling vulnerable so i supress everything then proceed to go have really crazy dramatic breakdowns in the privacy of my own room then go eat snacks like it never happened
someone teach me how to fucking do it please
date: 2013-04-28 time: 19:11:31
time: 19:11:31 talking to boys is so hard like i don't want to start the conversation like please don't make me do this i'm only 5 i don't know how to talk to boys please talk to me first and make everything easier on me because it stresses me out because i always embarrass myself and i care too much about what other people think of me and i just
sixty-six days to go
“It's difficult to make lifestyle changes. A lot of times it's misinformation. A lot of times it's difficult to choose healthy selections all the time.”
date: 2013-04-26 time: 20:48:00
time: 20:48:00 “you will never change anything” is the saddest attempt to disempower any marginalised group because
look around - everything is always changing and everything is always able to change, the only thing that is standing in the way of change are people like you
look around - everything is always changing and everything is always able to change, the only thing that is standing in the way of change are people like you
who are so cynical and disenfranchised that you believe i am powerless
people like you who hold so little respect for me that you believe i am powerless
i have been made powerless, and people will try to make me powerless again, but I’m not going to let that stop me.
so fuck you all, i am going to change everything and then i’m going to laugh in your face.
things i'm good at:
date: 2013-04-24 time: 19:06:56
time: 19:06:56 - living in denial
- not sleeping
- listening to songs on repeat until i can't stand them
- dressing like a hobo
okay that about covers it
“Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose.”
date: 2013-04-24 time: 16:55:19
time: 16:55:19 the really shitty thing about being told that you're smart your whole entire life is that as soon as you don't understand something you just kind of completely shut down and have this big shitty crisis because maybe you're not as smart as you've always been told or like is this just me?
"Fear makes strangers of people who would be friends."
date: 2013-04-24 time: 16:43:02
time: 16:43:02 it really annoys me how for like a few days i'm super happy and loving life and then all of a sudden i'm super sad and upset about everything it's honestly really tiring and i wish it would stop
you are the love love love love of my life
date: 2013-04-22 time: 23:58:54
time: 23:58:54 okay just to kinda make it official i will get back on track tomorrow. i've been falling into old habits these last couple of months and i'm feeling like shit on so many levels and i'm tired of it and i just need to change this NOW. today i bought chocolate and literally ate until i wanted to puke so now i won't wanna eat that for like a year or two. i'm so motivated to start this again and i can't wait until i get to work out tomorrow. I WILL NOT TREAT MY BODY LIKE SHIT ANY LONGER.
“You can explore the universe looking for somebody who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and you will not find that person anywhere.”
date: 2013-04-22 time: 22:21:49
time: 22:21:49 i think i like this boy but like i literally cannot differentiate between liking someone and just being desperate for affection because i swear i like every boy who is cute and gives me even 30 seconds of attention
plus och minus
date: 2013-04-21 time: 23:18:51
time: 23:18:51 +
ätit grillat
haft en mysig dag med familjen
insett att mitt liv trots allt är riktigt bra
ätit mycket frukt
sett supernatural
nyduschad
börjat göra mina idéer till verklighet
fint väder
städat ur garderoben
rensat bilder på datorn
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fortfarande inte tagit tag i läxorna
inte druckit tillräckligt mycket vatten
minnet i min mobil har tagit slut (inte konstigt med 7000 bilder)
my morning
date: 2013-04-21 time: 15:44:01
time: 15:44:01 sleep-in
sunlight through window
flannel pajamas
ice cold water
fruit tray
supernatural
browsing among abroad images
yoga
