okay just to kinda make it official i will get back on track tomorrow. i've been falling into old habits these last couple of months and i'm feeling like shit on so many levels and i'm tired of it and i just need to change this NOW. today i bought chocolate and literally ate until i wanted to puke so now i won't wanna eat that for like a year or two. i'm so motivated to start this again and i can't wait until i get to work out tomorrow. I WILL NOT TREAT MY BODY LIKE SHIT ANY LONGER.