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22:14
competitive friendships are absolutely the most poisonous thing ever like if you’re in one and you’re able to recognize that (often you can’t but if you can) then seriously distance yourself from that person idc how much you love them i promise you will feel so much better as a person if you just don’t know what’s going on in their life for a while
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04:37
helping people makes me feel a lot better than doing anything else ever does i love it when people ask for my help and i like telling people things and hearing that i made them/someone happy i love!!! making people happy nothing makes me happier than making other people happy . i wanna make everyone happy. dare me to say happy again. HAPPY!!!
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22:18
RIGHT NOW I’M JUST PANICKING BC THERE’S SO MUCH TO DO IN LIFE THERE’S EDUCATION AND THEN THERE’S YOUR OWN PERSONAL ENLIGHTENMENT (I.E. PLEASURE READING/WRITING/DRAWING/SPORTS/HOBBIES) AND THEN THERE’S PPL TO KISS AND PPL TO CONVERSE WITH AND THEN THERE’S SLEEP AND FUCKKK THERE’S JUST NOT ENOUGH TIME FOR IT ALL
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22:15
pls never just ask me to list what kind of music i like or what books i like
like i love talking about music and about literature in a give and take conversation or like ‘oh have you heard so-or-so i just got into them they’re damn good’ but i cANNOT deal with just the open-ended question of ‘so what sort of music do you listen to?’ like i literally start sweating and forget every single song/artist ever st op
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21:31
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20:33
can we talk about how when you see a beautiful woman who’s with a less than attractive guy the thought is that she’s trashy or with him for his money or wow “score!” on his part
but when a guy is considered much more attractive than his girlfriend the there tends to be awe and reverence for him like he’s somehow charitable or automatically a phenomenally “good guy” for liking her for her personality
idk just a thought
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20:25
sometimes i’m sad and sometimes i’m so happy that i literally feel like i’m dreaming or like i’m on the edge of a fucking cliff or like it’s going to end any second? like i’m going to fuck it up everything good that’s about to happen just won’t and i’m going to fuck it up i’m going to fuck up fuck up so so bad and my heart is so swollen with good feelings that it starts to hurt so i deflate it and i make myself sad again and i don’t even know why because sad is worse than too happy idk and i feel like the in between is just a different type of sad why can’t i just let myself be happy i hate myself i hate myself so much even as i type this i hate every word i’m typing and i think that’s why i can’t be happy
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20:22
at least once a day i have a horrible feeling of ‘wow i can’t do this i can’t handle independence i can’t handle myself i just want to cry to my mother i just want to curl up in my own bed and spend all day on my laptop i literally cannot do this i am not capable of this this isn’t what i should be doing this isn’t what i am get me the fuck out of here’
and then idk other times i’m all right
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16:33
i feel so fiercely protective of people who are struggling with an eating disorder. like, im always the one to step up and be like “hey shut the fuc k up” when someone mentions a girls eating habits, especially in a negative way, and im always the one to point out that having a negative body image isnt inherent or synonymous with being a woman and that you dont have to and you shouldnt feel like it’s normal to hate yourself, and im always there to remind people that eating is never wrong or something to feel guilty about and to encourage them when they seem reluctant because i know i wish that someone had been there to do that for me . i hope i can be the person people feel safe enough ot talk to when they need help and if any of you ever do then know im always here and willing to listen without passing judgment ok
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20:50
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08:51
im the worst person to be involved with because ill get a phone call from my friend and then ignore you forever. or ill get too stressed about answering you and ignore you forever. even if your time here is limited and you’re going to be gone tomorrow and incapable of talking to me for weeks i will do this. i can’t help but do this. I’m Sorry
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07:42
everyone’s angry at me all the time now and i don't know how to make it stop happening. it hasn't been entirely my fault yet so i can't even adjust my behavior to help it. i'll just stop doing things in general, permanently, i'll just become a peaceful leaf that never gets in the way, no one can be mad at me
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23:59
going to very generously share this sandwich of wisdom with you all. are you ready for this. okay. eat many foods speak with sincerity don’t hurt bugs smell nice drink a lot of water wonder about all of the flowers in the world moisturize open windows sometimes be nice to yourself think about grass kiss a lot count stars take a bath read poetry to an animal or a child read poetry to yourself write up a list of reasons to be sad and fold it into a crane and set it free (fold a thousand and you get a wish)
sometimes people are kind of like fruit
goodnight
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22:13
sorry dont talk to me right now if you expect me t o , try and care abotu the things youre saying im so tired and everything is hard i feel so numb i dont care about anything. i cant involve myself in petty discussions about petty things today because i lack the ability to care about stuff that isnt important to me. i know it’s important to you but i just, cnat, do that, i cant empathize properly today. im sorry
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19:59
sometimes i go through periods where instead of making my skin and physical health perfect i make my sOCIAL LIFE perfect it’s so weird like i’ll just start talking to a bunch of people and getting close to them and it wont be hard for me my anxiety will just be gone. replaced with this foreign motivation to interact with people. it’s great while it lasts but then the motivation dies and i shove them all from my life once more
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