20:50
date: 2013-08-30 
time: 20:50:45
time: 20:50:45i want to write. i need to write. tell you everything, but i stop myself. i constantly stop myself, stop the words. words that won't leave my body, because i'm ashamed. i'm ashamed because i'm weak. i'm ashamed because i don't understand, i don't understand the seriousness. i'm ashamed because i don't want to, because i have a voice in the back of my mind that's repeating the same sentence every day, every hour, every minute. i can't do it anymore.
but instead i'm sitting here
listening to pats and beats
unable to write the truth
because i don't have strength enough
i can feel myself falling
the anxiety eating me from within
but i don't understand.
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