make yourself happy -

20:44

date: 2013-09-11

time: 20:44:02

goals:

- spend more time reading for pleasure (every night before i go to sleep?? even for just a lil while??? this would be good)

- spend more time journal-writing it’s fuckin cathartic

- do my homework asap so i can go out and have fun later

- don’t worry about texting ppl too much and don’t worry about ppl hating you that’s their business not yours

- have fun

- remember you’re not dumb for asking questions

- remember just bc the work is harder doesn’t mean your professors hate you for fucking up sometimes

- remember that you don’t actually hate doing your work, just starting it ((((and that’s just the beginning part it’s over in a sec! just do it!))))

- remember that fruit is always good to eat

- if you can’t decide whether or not to do something/say something, do it/say it

- smile more (take good care of your teeth!!)

- apologize less

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19:41

date: 2013-09-11

time: 19:41:56

ten things to appreciate

easeful days, dreamless nights

social and emotional intelligence

the love of the good things we ate in our childhood

bringing beauty and meaning into life

getting a really good haircut

dried greenery

carrying a map

tobacco stores

selecting ripe melons

"Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer"

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21:15

date: 2013-09-08

time: 21:15:26

idag har jag

vaknat sent men samtidigt alldeles för tidigt med tanke på min sömnbrist som råder i veckorna
sett på alldeles för många avsnitt av den världsbästa serien supernatural som jag håller kärt <3
ätit osttortillas
ätit en god frukost bestående av fil blåbär granola samt tärnad gurka
druckit litervis med vatten och steviasaft
pluggat för lite spanska
skrivit i kalendern som är proppfull av viktiga händelser
läst favvobloggarna
duschat bort helgens bravader
insett hur hemsk denna värld är
funderat på att städa men sedan glömt av tanken
legat i sängen
bakat chokladbollar och ätit chokladbollar
konverserat med fina vänner och andra
saknat farmor och farfar
tänkt. för mycket.

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21:24

date: 2013-08-31

time: 21:24:37

names i might consider giving my children when that time comes:

for a girl:

aurora

agnes

andrea

alva

astrid

elise

miranda

sigrid

lykke

linnéa

thea

yasmine

viola

olivia

ingrid

ida

juni

elsa

vera

celine

chanelle

marielle

inez

gabriella

for a boy:

alfred

elliot

liam

theo

viggo

vincent

william

oliver

fabian

theodor

lowe

walter

isak

adrian

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preparations

date: 2013-06-30

time: 23:26:00

okay this day didn't really start as good as i would have wished because i was having panic attacks so severe that i couldn't breathe properly and i could hear my heart beat away in my chest lol and yeah it wasn't very enjoyable ~

but it got better and i managed to find everything on my packing list so now my floor is filled with clothes and stuff but the good thing is that i'm getting excited by just glancing around and omg i'm going to america!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

basically the reason i decided to blog was so i could make a check list for the things i need to do tomorrow so i don't forget anything so ignore lil bubs if you're not interested!!!!!!!

take a long shower and shave and maybe do a facial
pack!!!!!!!
write down what i've packed so i don't forget anything in america when i'm going home
buy stuff (chewing gum / protein bars / dried fruit / dental floss / shaving foam / tweezers / band-aids)
clean my room and close my window!!!!!!!
re-paint my nails
maybe pluck my eyebrows
iron my clothes
pick out what clothes i'm gonna wear on the airplane
go to the library and perhaps borrow a book or two
fill in all the cards and stuff from sts
double check so i have copied every paper i'm supposed to copy
charge my phone / computer / camera
write down my mail / blog / instagram to my mom and dad and grandparents
cleanse my make up brushes
fix a lock combination on my phone
make room in my phone
print new set-ups of all the papers i'm bringing
give cassandra my password to IG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think that's about it busy day i'm freaking out again bye

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list of things that make me unambigously happy:

date: 2013-06-27

time: 04:04:49

wearing blue
flavored sparkling water
friends (the tv show)
making lists
supernatural
tea
chocolate
harry styles
driving for a while
riding my bike
cantaloupe
cleaning my room on sundays
checking out books from the library
when people care about animals
sentences so perfect and eloquent they sting a bit in a good way each time you read them
long car rides on nice highways
deserted beaches

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bored

date: 2013-06-26

time: 17:00:32

1. Whats your favorite color?

dusty pink or peach i think i'm not really sure there are so many be

2. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

uhm manhattan omfg

3. Who do you love, and why?

i love a lot of people

4. Are you a secretive person? Or are you more of an “open book”?

it really depends on what the subject is like i tell people a lot about myself like everything except my thoughts i'm very protective over them but like i'll practically tell you whatever information you want me to

5. Do you like to party?

nah not a big fan

6. What grade are you in?

tenth i suppose

7. Whats your favorite school subject?

english

8. Sexual Orientation?

i don't like labels but i've never liked anything else than boys so

9. Single/Taken/Confused/Crushing?

single pringle and i like it that way

10. Got any pets?

ya a cat

11. Whats your favorite animal?

whales they're so cute i just wanna cuddle them

12. Do you prefer having guy friends? Or girl friends? Why?

i prefer having friends gender doesn't really matter it's about the personality but i have no guy friends hAHA because i can't talk to boys

13. Had a bad/rough past?

nah

14. What are you looking most forward to in your future?

all the travelling and all the people i will meet and all the experiences i will go through

15. What’s your dream job?

i don't really have one but i've been thinking a lot about becoming a psychologist actually because i like interfering with people and to hear people's stories and problems is like my favorite thing ever and you make a lot of money so hah yeah

16. Got any goals/dreams? What are they?

nah not really i just wanna see a lot of countries and meet a lot of people

17. Judgmental?

i've been worse and i try every day to get better so yeah i'm working on it

18. Dramatic?

probably yeah

19. Loving?

i guess

20. Caring?

mostly

21. Whats something you look most for in a girl/guy?

humour

22. What kind of car do you have/want?

i'm not interested in cars so i don't really care

23. Beach or pool?

beach if there are no bugs and annoying birds near

24. Mall or park?

park

25. How many followers do you have?

like three hahahaHA

26. How long have you had your blog?

like a few months i think

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frågor okok

date: 2013-06-25

time: 23:48:33

think of the last person who said i love you. do you think they meant it?

yeah we're future spouses so let's fucking hope so omg

would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

probably but i mean tbh i don't really think age should have a big impact bc if you like someone you do end of story

would you ever smile at a stranger?

uh yeah like i do that sometimes just to see their reactions and mostly it's fucking hilarious i should do that more often omfg

is there someone mad because you're dating/talking to the person you are?

lol i actually think there's a girl that's a bit jealous but i'm not gonna say anything cause i'm not entirely sure you feel me???

have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

yeah actually not only one song like at least more than five omg

what exactly are you wearing right now?

white lace panties omfg i should not tell you this intimate little stories but whatevs ilysm so y not

how often do you listen to music?

every hour of every day tbh i even have music playing on a low volume when i'm sleeping i think i'm obsessed but what to do right???

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frågor ok

date: 2013-06-25

time: 23:47:08

could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

yes i mean i haven't smoked yet so why should i begin it's just beyond stupid omg

are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?

single and confused at the same time now that is something i'll tell you it's not fun ok

what if i told you that you were pretty?

oh yeah how about fckng no i'm sorry i'm tired i don't really even know what i'm thinking

ever been told "it's not you, it's me"?

yeah i just said that to myself so i guess sue me or what

are you interested in anyone right now?

i would have to murder you if i told you so you still want me to answer no didn't think so huh

what are you looking forward to in the next week?

idk maybe going to the land of the free and the home of the brave yeah

do you want to be single?

i don't like being an adjective no

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questions actually worth answering

date: 2013-06-25

time: 21:50:00

apart from blogging, what do you like to do in your spare time?

cry over one direction write sucky poems and listen to indie music ya that's me

name a favorite of each: food, drink, color.

food: idk

drink: water

color: pink or something i don't know actually

if you married rich and your spouse gave you $100,000 a week, what would you spend it on?

unnecessary shit probs

name a favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.

book: i don't have any favorite actually omg i need to read more

movie: the notebook

tv show: supernatural!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you were given the opportunity to spend 48 hours with absolutely anyone (living or dead), who would you spend it with and what would you do?

harry styles and i would probably throw up on him or make a fool of myself in some other way so that probably wouldn't be such a good idea though.

name a LEAST favorite of each: food, drink, color.

food: rice pudding

drink: liquor

color: mossy green

what do you spend most of your money on?

food i guess

what kind of underwear do you prefer wearing?

comfortable and cute things

name a LEAST favorite of each: book, movie, tv show.

book: i don't really remember the names of horrible books tbh

movie: idk

tv show: ahhh what's it called i can't remember!!!!!!!!!! best days of our lives is also really bad maybe that one

if you were sat on a plane beside your favorite celebrity, what would you do?

throw up

what is the strangest thing you have in your room? (you are not allowed to explain why you own it)

omg i don't know

what is a wierd habit you have, or people have told you have? (wierd, not bad. no nail biting or any of that nonsense)

i kinda clear my throat in a sort of wierd way like it's not clearing my throat it's something else but it's even annoying me

what are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house?

hardwood floors white walls a big kitchen furry carpets and big windows

if you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you choose and why?

probably a dog because they seem to love everything and yeah i would love to love everything and everyone

which band (current or past) would you want to go on tour* with? (*travel with, not perform with)

oNE DIRECTION

name a favorite of each: band, album, song.

one direction, tourist history, what you know

why is your favorite band your favorite?

that's not an answerable question if you're in the fandom you would know

how many concerts have you attended? which was your favorite? least favorite? if none, who do you want to see live the most?

like three or four maybe and my favorite was without a doubt one direction's concert because i kinda let go of everything and just had the time of my life and danced and sang and screamed and cried and laughed and i was so happy and i saw harry styles aka perfection so how could i not love it and i think my least favorit was markus fagervall but i liked that one too so i really don't know i don't think i've attended a bad concert ever and i've already seen my favorites live but i would love love love to see ed sheeran live just imagine his voice liVE I MEAN??????

what is one of your favorite song lyrics? (who is it by?)

probably //kiss me// or //small bump// both by ed sheeran

who do you ship?

me and harry

what band merch do you own? if any, whose is it and when did you get it? if none, whose do you wish you owned?

i don't own a lot but i have things merch from 1d and shakira i think

how big is it?

not big at all

how did you learn of the band that is currently your favorite?

well i heard wmyb on the radio and it was all downhill from there

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14:45

date: 2013-05-26

time: 14:45:16

had sex?

im like president of the virgin club

sexted?

dont want

been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

always

wore make up?

yes bc im much uglier w/o it

smoked weed?

no wow im boring

smoked a cigar?

yucky

gotten my heart broken?

ew no

bullied someone on the internet?

not intentionally (???????!!!!!!!!)

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26.05.13

date: 2013-05-26

time: 12:00:39

you talked to an ex today, right?

not since august or st

would you ever want to swim with sharks?

yeah man live fast die young

do you believe in love at first sight?

i believe in lust at first sight but not love

ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

my whole life has been embarrassing so yes probably

would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

i would not have sex with my mother

what inspires you?

the world. nature. people with open minds. everything.

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my bucket list {{will be updated}}

date: 2012-12-19

time: 22:55:00

have a baby

be a good parent

be called mommy

watch my children get married

have a snowball fight with someone i love

have a white christmas

kiss under a mistletoe

not be single on valentine's day

experience christmas in new york

have a perfect valentine's day with someone i love

kiss someone i love on new year's eve

learn fluent italian

learn how to drive

learn to play piano

dance with my dad at my wedding

get engaged

have a perfect wedding

design my own wedding cake

have my father walk me down the aisle

have my grandparents at my wedding

be the maid of honor in a wedding

shove cake in my partner's face at our wedding

have my parents there the day i get married

find the perfect wedding dress

be a bridesmaid

visit a chocolate factory

visit the biltmore estate

make a wish at the trevi fountain in rome

walk through central park in the snow

kiss on bow bridge in central park

see stonehenge

ice skate in central park

visit the winter palace

visit niagara falls

visit the mall of america

visit the palace of versailles

visit buckingham palace

see the northern lights

see the eiffel tower

hold a baby panda

ride a horse

ride a horse on the beach

watch baby turtles hatch

wear a corset

shop at forever 21

shop in new york city

have a job that travels

open my own business

open a bakery

watch the sunset with someone i love

find shapes in the clouds with someone i love

cuddle under the stars

attach a lock to a love bridge

take cute kissing pictures in a photo booth

fall asleep in his arms

kiss in the rain

travel to wales

visit paris

have perfect teeth

have my dream body

try tiramisu

try pasta in italy

eat a cannoli in italy

eat a cake without using my hands

make a rainbow cake

eat a crêpe in france

kiss in a snowstorm

surprise him with a kiss

kiss at the top of the empire state building

kiss under a rainbow

kiss under the eiffel tower

kiss in the snow

kiss on the beach at sunset

get kissed under a waterfall

kiss under fireworks

kiss at the top of a ferris wheel

have my first kiss

kiss underwater

own a huge makeup collection

live in france

live in new york city

live in a big house

move to a different country

live in london

own a nikon

own a macbook

own an iphone 4s

have a walk-in-closet

own a pair of ray-bans

have my own star

own an iphone

build something at build-a-bear

go on vacation by myself

throw a pool party

have a luxurious bathroom in my future house

live in a house with an indoor pool

watch a flash mob

name a star

curl up with someone special and watch the snow fall

cuddle in front of the fireplace with someone i love

build a snowman with someone i love

put a christmas tree with him

spend christmas in london

spend christmas in paris

be woken up with a kiss

play spin the bottle

kiss in the back of a taxi

kiss under the northern lights

send a letter to a random adress and see if they write back

watch every movie marilyn monroe acted in

learn how to do a cartwheel

tie messages to balloons and let them go

visit cinque terre

carve something into a tree together

take polaroid pictures with the one i love

try beignets

be able to do a proper push-up

finish an entire eraser

drive the atlantic ocean road

travel the world without a destination going wherever the road takes me

visit strawberry fields in central park

make my own melted crayon art

watch the sunset from inside the eiffel tower

watch titanic with someone i love

visit glass beach

own something from swarowski crystal

play hide and seek in ikea

have floating lanterns at my wedding

cuddle and listen to his heartbeat

have a paint fight

go on a romantic date in italy

own a typewriter

have a whipped cream fight

go to a drive-in movie

read 365 books in a year

catch a jar of lightning bugs

trade ipods with someone for a day

feel breathless after a kiss

have a candle-lit bath

plan my best friend's wedding (probably won't be allowed to though hahahah)

roast marshmallows on a campfire

meet my online friends

see the ball drop on new year's in new york

own a car

swim in the sea while it rains

play truth or dare with my crush

travel with my best friend

visit starbucks

lay under the stars with a special someone

dance in the rain

visit los angeles

go to land's end in cornwall, england

participate in a color run

take part in a flash mob

be an exchange student

own a wreck this journal

ride a double decker bus with my best friend

recieve an anonymous love letter

own a pair of christian louboutins

date a british boy

eat italian pizza in italy

go to germany

go to italy

eat a starfruit

go water skiing

go scuba diving

visit disneyland

learn how to surf

learn fluent spanish

grow old with the person i love

meet bruno mars

go to china

move back to my hometown

meet coldplay

experience new year's eve in paris

meet an eskimo

see earth from outer space

visit times square

visit rome

participate in a pie-eating contest

meet zac efron

drive an expensive car

find a four-leaf clover

have sex on the beach

stand under the hollywood sign

get drunk

meet rihanna

go on a vacation somewhere exotic

visit canada

party all night without stopping for sleep

fly in first class

attend at a pool party

run a marathon

sleep on the beach

go to switzerland

go to russia

see the golden gate bridge

see the great wall of china

fly in a helicopter

attend at a fashionshow

visit a walk-through-aquarium

pay for a stranger's groceries

see a tornado

visit taj mahal

visit titanic with a submarine

have a food fight

meet hilary duff

go to spain

find someone's lost pet

read all harry potter books

live for a hundred years

own an owl

meet ryan gosling

move far away

become a millionare

go to brazil

learn french

meet johnny depp

visit louvre

move to hawaii

go on safari

have a one-night-stand

drive on route 66

visit walk of fame

visit mount rushmore

plant a tree

visit grand canyon

bungeejump

visit auschwitz

swim with dolphins

go to mexico

visit chichen itza

visit milan

ride a camel

ride an elephant

hold a koala

visit venice

visit florence

go grape stomping

paraglide off the alps

publish a book

set a foot in each of the 7 continents

have a birthday party in las vegas

scuba dive in the great barrier reef

camp in yellowstone national park

visit jerusalem

visit istanbul

be in ireland during st. patrick's day

see the tulips in holland

hold a snake

spend a night in a really fancy hotel

go to the top of the eiffel tower

feed a kangaroo

go to the top of the empire state building

go to new york

go to australia

go to ibiza

witness a wedding proposal

attend a masquerade ball

go parasailing

swing on a trapeze

complete a 5k

ride a motorcycle

go geo caching

sleep under the stars

go on a trap without planning ahead

visit the pyramids

bake a cake for someone for no reason

go to broadway and enjoy a musical

walk on the great wall of china

swim with sharks

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bold what's true:

date: 2012-12-05

time: 18:09:26

it’s night right now
there’s something else you should be doing at the moment
you ate chicken today
you are lactose intolerant
there’s a nearby tv on
you get along with your neighbors
twilight is a horrible series
you’re hungry right now
you have worked out today
running a mile sounds awful
you have a job
you love to bake christmas cookies
your parents are still together
you woke up before 8 this morning
baths are better than showers
you are 5’5” or shorter
you hate british accents
victoria’s secret is a good store
cats are better than dogs
the 90’s sucked
your cell phone is right next to you
your favorite color is either blue or purple
your hair is short
you are by yourself right now
the last thing you drank was water
you’re in your pj’s right now
your hair color is natural
fred from youtube is annoying
you don’t drink soda
there’s at least 20$ in your wallet
it’s cold out
orange juice is better than apple juice
you love someone right now
video games are awesome
your sheets are white
you have read works by shakespeare before
you’re fat
you’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder
you know someone in the hospital right now
you’ve showered today
you know someone who has beaten cancer
sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear
chocolate is better than vanilla
you’re allergic to peanuts
you’ve never been to new york
you’ve never been on a varsity sports team
you want to go to europe
you’re using a laptop right now
plastic surgery is a good idea
vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear
you’ve made yourself throw up
you’ve cheated on someone before
you have a broken heart at the moment
your friends do drugs
school is too early
your nails have nail polish on them right now
you’re italian
you have a tan right now
you’ve been on a diet before
you shop in plus sized clothing stores
hot topic is scary
there are socks on your feet right now
you’ve used a hair straightener
shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store
you’re in verizon’s network
cheesecake is delicious
your bmi falls into the overweight category
you have gotten your hair cut in the past month
your birthday is within the next 2 months
you’ve been rejected
comedies are better than action films
math is the best subject
you are fluent in more than one language
you love greek food
you consider yourself a picky eater
you have more than 3 pillows on your bed
you live with your parents
you’re happy right now
you are a high school graduate
you have a pet cat
you were born before april 5th, 1991
you have brown hair
you have blue eyes
you last name is longer than 5 letters long
you are in a relationship
you can count to 20 in another language
you have studied a foreign language
you voted in the 2008 presidential election
you own a vehicle that is older than a 2004
you have worked 3rd shift
you have worked in a fast food restaurant
you drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today
you live in new jersey
you live in montana
you live in pennsylvania
your last name begins with a ‘m’
your middle name begins with a ‘c’
your first name begins with a ‘s’
you are older than 19
you are younger than 16
you are an only child
your parents are divorced
you have more than one sibling
you are an aquarius
you are a vegetarian
you have a gym membership
you are in the military
you have a relative in the military
you have been to canada
you have been to mexico
you have been to europe
you are currently enrolled in college/university
you have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t
you have braces
you wear contact lenses
you have a tattoo on your ankle
you have a tattoo on your wrist
you have a tattoo on your lower back
you have a tattoo on your upper arm
you have a lip piercing
you have a tongue piercing
you have your nipples pierced
you have your cartilage pierced
you have curly hair
you have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months
you are engaged
you are married
you have children
you are an aunt or uncle
your bedroom walls are blue
your bedspread is red
your bedroom carpet is beige
you have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week
you have been drunk in the past 24 hours
you have lost your virginity before you turned 15
you are bisexual
you watch scrubs
you watch jon & kate plus 8
you watch american idol
you have been to the movies within the last month
you have cursed in front of your grandparents
you had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little
you actually pay attention to politics
you are still waiting for your first kiss
you have kissed someone within the last week
you have kissed three or more people this year
you would kiss the last person you kissed again
you were told you looked cute today
you were hugged today
your best friend is the opposite sex
you have paid more than $100 on one item of clothing
you had a date to prom
you are a good speller
you are always on time
you believe in karma
you have done something illegal within the last 24 hours
you have thrown up within the last 6 months
you have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days
you have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks
you have been out of the country within the last year
you love chinese food
you love italian food
you love mexican food
you love country music
you love rap
you love hip hop
you love punk rock
you love hard rock
you love metal
you love classic rock
you love bluegrass
you love oldies
you love techno
you love instrumental music
you have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored
you know someone younger than 10 who passed away
you have been in a car wreck
you have had stitches
you have a parent who is a teacher
you have a checking account
you have a debit card
you have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession
you have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you
you have dated someone who was 2 years older than you
you have broke up with someone for someone else
you have cheated on someone
you have been cheated on
you are catholic
you are mormon
you are buddhist
you are agnostic
you wish at 11:11
you have had your current job for more than 3 months
you have had your heart broken
you broke someone else’s heart
you felt bad about it
you have an aunt karen
you have an uncle bill
you have a cousin sarah
you have a cousin adam
you have worked with a danielle
you have ridden in a car with a stephen
you have hugged a tiffany
you have kissed a blake
you have had class with a david
you have had a crush on an emily
you have dated a derek
you have been neighbors with a hannah
you have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to
you have been to a cemetary at midnight
you have been a vampire for halloween
you have been a witch for halloween
you have been a pumpkin for Halloween
you have stayed up for 48 hours straight
you have been to walmart within the last 3 days
you own a pair of scrubs
you own a cowboy hat
you own a leather coat
you are missing someone right now
you have been let down recently
you have had someone you thought you could trust betray you
you would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship
you would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show
you have met someone famous

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laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

date: 2012-12-01

time: 20:53:03

if you could have one super power what would it be?

i think it would be invisibility. yeah. definitely.

if you could switch places with anyone, who would it be and why?

my best friend only to see what i look like through a close friend's eye.

what would be your dream job?

either a dietitian or some kind of job where i get to travel the world. i wish to see every country before i die so i better get started soon.

favorite animal?

giraffes.

a place you want to go before you die?

venice or (and) new york or (and) london or (and) rome

do you have any hidden talents?

lol not really. at least not any that comes to mind.

do you have any phobias?

i don't know if it counts as a phobia but i hate crowded areas and i can't handle it. like even in school when i'm in line to get food, if people are pushing from behind and it starts getting crowded i let them get food before me.

favorite thing about autumn?

knitted sweaters, the leaves turning from green to strong beautiful colors like red and yellow, and the cold crisp air.

how many siblings do you have?

none. well i do. but not any that i'm completely related to. my mum have two children with another man and so does my dad with another woman.

favorite dessert of all time?

holy crap, kladdkaka!!! don't know the translation to that unfortunately but OMG IT'S SO GOOD

what is the hardest thing you've ever had to do?

wow i honestly don't know

what is your favorit color to wear?

purple even though i never actually do wear it lol

what zodiac sign are you?

aries

where were you born?

linköping

a country you would love to visit?

omg this is such a hard question i mean only one??? what the he.... uhm well australia, usa or england (did anyone say hot men???)

summer or winter?

i was actually thinking about this today and i actually prefer winters. even though it's cold and dark it's still so lovely and almost everyone's in a good mood and you can light up candles and watch the snow fall and snuggle up in warm clothes and watch movies and drink tea and there's christmas and new year's eve and yeah, i love winter.

person that understands you the most?

a person that wrote me a couple of weeks ago, like yikes we were so alike. we don't talk that much though, but she really did understand me.

favorite nut butter? (almond, peanut, etc.)

i've only tried almond and peanut and i love both but i actually prefer almond

how long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

if we're including breakfast; one and a half hour

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if we don't change, we don't grow. if we don't grow, we're not really living.

date: 2012-11-27

time: 21:53:00

put your itunes on shuffle. give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

hAHAHahahA omg i never use itunes so this should be interesting because i only have 1D songs.

1. last first kiss

2. she's not afraid

3. little things

4. i wish (live)

5. rock me

6. live while we're young

if you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

harry styles???

grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

"Yes, yes, I'm so, so sorry."

what do you think about most?

harry

what does your latest text message from someone else say?

"Vad?:)"

do you sleep with or without clothes on?

without. except on some days when i sleep with a winter jacket on lol

what's your strangest talent?

i'm talentless

girls... (finish the sentence); boys... (finish the sentence)

girls can either be really fucking annoying or the sweetest people on earth

boys are beautiful creatures omg

ever had a poem or song written about you?

haha omg yes actually several poems dear lord

when is the last time you played the air guitar?

just did it for you bby

do you have any strange phobias?

i can't sit on toilets

ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

no NO nopE

what's your religion?

idk none i guess. atheist would be the closest.

if you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking

do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind

simple but extremely complex. favorite band?

one direction daaah (i love coldplay also)

what was the last lie you told?

uhh idk

do you believe in karma?

what does your url mean?

it means i live healthily and that this is my personal blog simple as that cool huh?

what is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

weakness: talking to people bahaha

strength: go my own way and not care about what other people have to say about it

who is your celebrity crush?

harry edward styles

have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no but omg do i want to or what???

how do you vent your anger?

i get really bitchy and upset and blast loud music and scream into pillows and punch myself and stare angrily into my own eyes yup

do you have a collection of anything?

high heels that i never use

do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

omg what? i hate them both so intensly why you making me choose between such horrible things??? i guess talking though because i act really wierd so to see me would probably be worse but on the other hand i do talk some shit so idk

are you happy with the person you've become?

not really but it's what i'm settled with so

what's a sound you hate; sound you love?

sound i hate: coughing, someone chewing loudly, when someone's pulling their joints, loud breathing

sound i love: harrys raspy voice, piano, rain splattering against the window, waves hitting the shore, breezes blowing between trees in the summers

what's your biggest "what if"?

what if i would've been born as a boy

do you believe in ghosts? how about aliens?

i do believe both exists.

stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? do the same with your left arm.

right - headboard

left - desk

smell the air. what do you smell?

air.

what's the worst place you have ever been to?

omg why can i not remember things like this like really idk

most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

hahahaHAHAHahahahahahIhahahaHAHAHhahahHAh harry. harry styles.

to you, what's the meaning of life?

to do what you love the most without other people standing in the way. just do what you love seriously and don't give a damn about all motherfuckers who try to stop you.

define art.

art is in every form around us but everyone has their own definition and own ways of finding it like cameras, papers and pens, paintbrushes and canvases, chalk and walls, spray paint and walls, guitars, piano keys, tubas, flutes, even furniture and rooms, food and spatulas and so on.

do you believe in luck?

yes

what's the weather like right now?

well like god cried since harry styles exists so it's really wet and damp and rainy like yeah

what time is it?

ten o'clock

do you drive? if so, have you ever crashed?

no but i'm terrified just by thinking about that i soon will and i have this feeling that i will crash into every house in my entire neighbourhood

what was the last book you read?

"allt jag säger är sant"

do you like the smell of gasoline?

yes

do you have any nicknames?

uh i guess but it's only my family who calls me by it

what was the last movie you saw?

the nanny diaries

what's the worst injury you've ever had?

i've never been injured

have you ever caught a butterfly?

no i've tried though.

do you have any obsessions right now?

have you not been listening HARRY STYLES

what's your sexual orientation?

i mean if i like someone i like someone does it really have to matter what gender it is??? so far i've only fallen for boys and i don't think i'll ever like a girl in that way so guess i'm heterosexual. i still don't like labeling it though.

ever had a rumour spread about you?

yeah but nothing big i guess and i really don't pay much attention to unnecessary things like that so i'm not really sure either.

do you believe in magic?

no.

do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

uhh yup

what is your astrological sign?

aries

do you save money or spend it?

spend unfortunately

what's the last thing you purchased?

chocolate.

love or lust?

love

in a relationship?

yes with harry he's just not aware of it yet

how many relationships have you had?

well one extremely not serious when i was younger that lasted for like two days and we didn't talk even once during that time and then one earlier this year who i don't really considered to be very serious either and one now with my husband styles so yeah 3

can you touch your nose with your tongue?

where were you yesterday?

school, bus, bed, shower, bathroom, kitchen

is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

yes

are you wearing socks right now?

yes

what's your favorite animal?

giraffes

what is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

i talk to them and with them 24/7 but i guess it's not a very effective method since it haven't worked yet

where is your best friend?

let me ask wait

...

she's at home

tits or ass(;

ass

what is your heritage?

well i'm completely swedish except that someone way before me was russian so i guess i'm a bit of that too

what were you doing last night at 12 AM?

dreaming dirty about harry probably

what do you think is satan's last name?

styles

are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

yeah i'm awesome

you are walking down the street on your way to work. there is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. what do you do?

save the dog obviously. if the boss is so fucked up that he/she doesn't understand the importance of a situation like that i wouldn't wanna work for that jerk anyways.

you are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) what do you do with your remaining days? c) would you be afraid?

a) no. i wouldn't want such a big thing to affect everyone else. b) i would do all the things i've been too afraid to do so far. travel a lot. show as much love as possible. FUCK HARRY STYLES. sorry. i have really strong feels right now it's not my fault. c) i'm not really scared of death itself but more of not having experienced enough

you can only have one of these things; trust or love.

trust i think.

what's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

infinity - guru josh project

what are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

6625

in your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

it's all about trust, plenty of love and the greatest friendship in the world. those are the three most important things in a relationship according to me. i want a boyfriend (harry) with who i can share everything, someone i'm having fun with and someone i can trust a 120%. to be able to have fun together is really important if it's gonna work out. i want to do everything with him, travel, cook, cry, laugh, and yeah - everything. but even if i want to spend a lot of time with him i want him to understand the importance of giving each other space too. i want to feel free even though i'm in a relationship. there are a lot of guys (and girls) out there who are practically suffocating their partner, and that wouldn't be something i'd like. it's also important that both of you are fighting and that none are taking the other one for granted.

how can i win your heart?

be harry styles

can insanity bring on more creativity?

probably yeah

what is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

changing my lifestyle for the better

what size shoes do you wear?

38 but i don't know what that is in UK and USA so don't assume i have gigantic feet okay

what would you want to be written on your tombstone?

something about me being an amazing wife and of course that would be said by harry i mean who else?

what is your favorite word?

harry

give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

a hEART???

what is a saying you say a lot?

why harry why

what's the last song you listened to?

years - vocal extended mix

basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?

idk i like so many but maybe baby pink or blue or purple or yellow i mean idk

what is your current desktop picture?

if you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

i can't tell you that *smirk*

what would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?

how much i think about harry i mean it consumes my brain activity i think about him and his body and his personality and his dimples way too often i mean pathetically much isn't even an accurate description wow

one night you wake up because you heard a noice. you turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by mummies. the mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. what do you do?

start singing wmyb, cry for harry and hope they go away i mean isn't that a pretty obvious thing to do???

you accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. they were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! what is that power?

teleportation because then i could transport myself to harry wow i've said harry on a lot of questions now sorry but can't help it

you can re-live any point of time in your life. the time-span can only be a half-hour, though. what half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

i can't think of anything else so i'd re-live whatever half hour of the shakira concert i went to with my dad when i was like 9 because that was really amazing

you can erase any horrible experience from your past. what will it be?

idk i haven't gone through anything horrible. maybe some painfully embarrasing moments with my ex though. hi if you read this and now get off of my blog please.

you have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. who would it be?

HARRY EDWARD STYLES HARRY EDWARD STYLES HARRY EDWARD STYLES

you just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. you have to depart right now. where are you gonna go?

the maldives

do you have any relatives in jail?

no.

have you ever thrown up in the car?

maybe when i was a baby idk

ever been on a plane?

yes omg i love it so much it's one of the best things ever

if the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

fuck me harry and also i wanna have your babies okay

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