i really hope im becoming the kind of person that cries a lot. like, before a couple of weeks ago i hadnt cried in actual months. and then before that it had been more months. i cried an average of 3 times a year (not including if someone dies or something) and most of the time it was from weird emotional breakdowns that were probably caused by a weird emotional buildup i didnt even realize i had. i didnt know how to cry a month ago even though i wanted to. i oculdnt. i didnt know how. i hope ive become a crier