i wish i could feel sneaky and cool when i think about people ‘cause like you can do it ALL YOU WANT and no one will ever have to know but i dont actually feel like that i feel like everyone knoWs and they can see it they READ MY THOUGHTS ALL OF THE TIME AND THINK “WOW THATS SO WEIRD HOW YOU THINK ABOUT [thing] ALL OF THE TIME HAHA YOURE PATHETIC” so i scold myself for thinking about things too much and try not to from then on