I know I cry a lot

and for many things, like

sad movies or failed grades,

abandoned dreams and

songs that remind me of the past.

Stupid things too, like

you, and all the problems I've

created for myself in my head.

But lately, what I've been

crying about most is

myself

the person I used to be and lost

and the person in the present

with no clue about her future.

 

a.k.