oh okay so wow it's been a long time since i blogged, again. i was thinking about making a post earlier today actually but i kinda forgot about it and now when i was just about to go to sleep i remembered and was like 'omg i need to blog' and now i'm here and if that's not the most interesting thing you've heard all day you're wrong. today has been a pretty nice day but nothing's happened which made it pretty boring but at the same time i needed relaxation so it was good anyways i guess. i'm a nervwreck though because i've had a week off this week so i basically haven't exercised hard since monday so i have all this adrenaline in my body omg it's frustrating. i'm really fascinated by this though because i'm such a different person and it's crazy how much i've changed. like i never exercised before and now i'm about to rip my hair out because i miss my workouts so much. a person can change, i'm the living proof of that for sure. after laying in bed for about an hour just watching tv-shows i got so bored and i had soooo much adrenaline in my body so i decided to go outside even though i looked like a freak because i was too lazy this morning so i didn't wear makeup nor had i fixed my hair. i tried to drag my little brother with me too to get some company but he ditched me and chose to stay inside with his iPad (did i mention he's 8???). i didn't do anything at all tbh. i was practically walking around my house because i didn't want an encounter with my odd neighbours and especially not since i looked like i did. in the end it resulted in me running up and down our stair (still outside) so i guess i got some exercise anyways woops. i also tried to do some yoga in the snow pls don't laugh at me. i decided to stop though when i caught my neighbour watching me from the window (i literally have no privacy here because all my neighbours are nosy and curious it's frustrating as hell). i've painted my nails and cleaned my room and fixed a salad and i've eaten and i've blogged and i've listened to nostalgic music on a cd i had from like 2007 so memories came back to me it was awesome. i need to sleep because otherwise i won't be able to go to sleep at a decent time tomorrow and i have school so that would only be really troublesome.